#giftober2021
Day 12: Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri + filming / behind the scenes
its literally so fucking wild seeing people your age having kids on purpose now
good things really do happen when you adopt the "why not?" attitude to almost everything, like even the smallest opportunity that presents itself to you. i think especially if you are very critical of yourself and insecure, carry a lot of self-doubt learning how to be quicker with your actions rather than your thoughts is it, you know healthy impulsivity or something. i don't want to be like oh just start doing things, it's so easy bc it obviously isn't, but sometimes we're being too careful with all that am i deserving of this shit. like did you not hear what marina said? get what i want cause i ask for it not because i'm really that deserving of it. lesson done. ancient greece had socrates you all have me.
im not even being overdramatic social media 100% ruined humanity. like its over. tumblr doesnt count but theyre trying to make it count w the live feature. but something in the human spirit died with all of these clout chaser websites.